
Excerpts from What the Trees Said by Steve Diamond:
As I pass the Lowell exit,
I think of Kerouac, now two weeks fresh in the ground. It is the end of the
road for him, and in a way it is the end of the road for all of us, his
children. We have chosen a home, a place and we have decided to make camp. We
have elected to leave the American cities of the latter half of what Henry Luce
so aptly called “the American Century” and to seek out a new life, to hold
actual land and to create a home for our homeless, nationless,
tribe.
I bring the car to a slow
stop in front of the farmhouse. I get out of the Wildebeest and as I do so
Cathy comes out of the front of the red, two story farmhouse in which we have
lived, all ten of us, for the past year and some months. Her beautiful face is
very white, her eyes are red. She throws her arms around me, sobbing, “Marshall
is dead,” she blurts out, “Marshall is dead.”
Marshall Bloom, head of
this tribe, prince of players, tormented and demonic genius, manipulator of men
and women, and a very lonely kid, was dead at twenty five. As John Wilton said
that day in the kitchen, tears streaming down his face, “He sure kicked up a
lot of shit in his time.”
Marshall had envisioned a
town, a community of several farms like our own, from our first days on the
land. At the time of his death, a year later, it had all happened. Our town,
not on any map for it exists only in the hearts and minds of its inhabitants,
but real land to go hand in hand with this fantasy. A year later there are
seven groups within a 25 mile radius; four or five are really tight, dependent
on each other like the old settlers in the middle of nowhere, not only for
physical assistance but dependent on each other for emotional and moral support
in the slow and deliberate lifelong process of establishing a new society. (end of excerpt)
Reflections at the Memorial May
6th , From Charles Light
Well, I don’t know about a
whole new society. We gave it a good shot. And many things have changed for the
better. Those small communities that began in 1968 have mushroomed into our own
happy valley – sort of the land that time forgot. A little
oasis in a surrounding tempest.
This specific community –
the Montague farm, Wendell, and Packers Corners – had a special place in Stevie’s heart. For him, like many of us, the time spent
here was a life forming experience. Those bonds, forged in the furnace of
communal life, have persisted throughout our lifetimes. Not always easily and
sometimes with dramatic ruptures. And like the ties that bind a family
together, even when brothers and sisters can barely speak to each other, these
are ties that are not easily broken.
And even though we are a
community essentially of anarchic values and individual paths (and nobody
exemplified that better than Steve), we are able to pull it together when (to
use a militaristic metaphor) push comes to shove. When our ethic was self
sufficiency, we became, at least by our own poor standards, somewhat credible
farmers. When the nuke came calling, we became decent
organizers and activists. When the farm was to be torn asunder by our own poor
judgments, we found a compromise that enabled it to go on in something of the
same spirit.
Steve believed deeply in
the community that we have formed. He always stayed in touch both by phone and
later through the internet. He came home for multi-year residencies at his
chair at the Bloom Institute. He initiated lots of things, even if he could not
always stay put to see them through. He came up with a million ideas, and some
of them were real gems. He could be exasperating in his persistence, but he was
the King of Hearts. His life was entwined with ours in ways we do not
understand.
Now we get to see, again,
that death does not sever those ties. Steve strongly believed in the survival
of the soul after death, and god knows, it is easy to feel his presence in our
own places of the heart – here at the barn and at bims,
or just last week at the top of the hillside at May Day at Packers Corners.
After his death, I got a rush of blank emails with no sender and no subject. It
has since subsided, but I did have the thought that it was my old friend trying
to break the boundaries of the ether through the Ethernet. But no content
survived, except for the thought that it was him saying “I am. We are.”