Excerpt from “Book Two Jacob
Dobson” from Tropical Detective Story
by Ray Mungo (Jake Dobson is
Steve’s alias in this book)
Jake Dobson
is a writer and a pilgrim, he chose (as he had no choice) to use words as
bricks to line the Path. Building on words a road to utter silence.
And Jake’s
a cowboy, wood-chopper, and makeshift auto mechanic in jeans and boots, maybe a
bandanna or charm, certainly a battered grey felt hat. He usually wears a wide
brown leather belt with a large simple brass buckle; that circle strikes the
fulcrum between his upper and lower halves.
He’s an
angel and stays up all night seeing brilliant inner senses in what most people
wouldn’t bother to notice. He’s possessed by a demon, loses his temper, might
be unkind for a minute (I’ll always forgive), cajoles with a routine from his
Act, instead of pure Truth, and loses the Way.
He’s god
and devil both, and no better or worse than we. He really knows true from
false, and right from wrong, and all together as One, and that’s the greatest
praise I could spout.
Jake and I
worked together in a dank basement in New York printing out mimeographed
protest literature and multicolored fantasy magazines. We rapped passionately at each other over
four AM sandwiches at neon dives on upper Broadway.
We also
grew up together – later still – when we lived at farms only twenty miles apart
in an area of lonely back roads through hills and fields. Ah, many’s the joints
we smoked, many’s the crazy rides in near-dead old cars to New York or Boston
to make some trouble while trying to make some money.
And many
times in farmhouse kitchens and hotel rooms in New York he “blew my mind” (we
used that phrase then) with stunning understandings, keys to all the locked
doors of our struggling minds, ways to see how great we really are, ways to
live without tears.
And many
times I dreamed in my sleep that we were locked together, Jake and I, in our
barefoot summer, leaning on the hood of his 1960 Chevrolet station wagon – we’d
be forever in our twenties, idealistic and resourceful, healthy and
good-looking, mostly real-looking, staring at the camera, grinning silly
stoned: brothers, friends, lovers,
partners, young gods. BANG, a frozen Polaroid dream.
Because I
never met a better man than Jacob Arturo Dobson, nor loved and respected any
man more.